extremely black mood today.
why did i give my heart away yet again?
one would think after all the crap i've had to put up with the past zillion years, i'd know better by now.
he said "you know i love you still. and i enjoy your company a lot. but right now, i live for the moment."
which is male-speak for "i like the idea that you're at my beck and call and i so enjoy knowing that you're there whenever i need you and i can easily discard you when you cease to amuse me."
and this from a man who once asked me to grow old with him.
i live in a world of blue skies, pink clouds, orange seas and good music, where people topple over because of the sheer weight of their extremely large heads.
welcome to the loony bin
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1 comment:
hey, sometimes life as we wanted to doesnt happen. I for one wanted to be with someone the rest of my excused existence called life but some of them either go with somebody else. The most hardest thing for a man is to see the love of his life married to your best friend and you are the best man. I thought maybe Im the one who caused all this. Sometimes one must know the feeling of getting hurt in order to appreciate love the next time around.
Everybody wants to be loved but nobody wants to be hurt...
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